More Random thoughts...
As always... I ponder what it is I want/should be doing in my life.. There are always good intentions and ideas flowing through my head. I have really considered alot of things since the passing of my good friend, Cathy. Thinking I should not be wasting time. Time is too precious to waste. I feel like so much of my time is wasted.. Not really wasted..I guess.. But not being productive enough as I know that I can be. I have thoughts of writing a book. I have alot to say. :) I write alot of poetry. But I guess I want more than just that. Then I think of my art...in the form of painting. The earthquake in haiti has made me feel so inadequate...I sent a donation..but I still feel I could do so much more. The question of course is what can I do? There again alot of idea go through my head...but to put it actually into action is another thing altogether. Maybe I am worried that it won't be good enough. Or that maybe it might not get the results I hope for, so therefore I don't...?
Who knows. At least for now maybe by writing down these thoughts and the doubts and all that goes with accomplishing or the lack of..It may help? Maybe. :)
Peace be with you and yours...
I hope that YOU find whatever it is you should be doing in your life..and that it makes you feel complete.
I hope for myself the same thing..
That I can figure out exactly what it is that "I want to be when I grow up."